*Sigh*

Today, one of my online friends have a birthday.... How old is she? 15... yep... 15...

I also just celebrated my birthday last month... How old am I? A DECADE older than her... Yet we fangirling over the same thing and drooling over the same guy... I don't know how to put it... Is it just pathetic for me or she's just mature too early... In my defense, the guy we both drooling over is just about a month older than me... ><

Perhaps you remember how the time pass soooo slowly as you were waiting for your birthday, or New Year, or Ied Fitri, or Christmas or whatever when you were in elementary school. And you wish you got a fast forward button for real. When you reach your teen, you might not realize that time is perfectly match your schedule... You got all the time in the world perfectly fitted with all your activities. I always envy those kids who have strong will to do what they like. Dancing, playing musical instruments, sports, painters... I was too lazy to do anything back then, tho I got sooooo many chances -- I was (perhaps am) a fool, I know.

By the time you reach your 20s, time started walk ahead of you for a bit. As you grew older, eventhough you tried to match its speed, it'll still be ahead of you a step or two. You wake up in the morning and suddenly it's already time for lunch, then without any notice it's time to sleep again. These are the time you wish that the day could be more than just 24 hours.

If this condition keeps on going, you'll starting to lose the grasp of time as you get older. And later, suddenly, you will be too old to do anything. The most sad part is how you reminiscing what you could have done when you were younger. What would you be if you took that other choice instead of this one. Where would you be if you walk that path instead of this, and so on and so forth.

As I slowly entering those path, perhaps I should remember what the wise cat said:

I don't worry what road to take I don't have to think of that. What ever I
take is the road I make, is the road of life make no mistake for me..

Because every step I have taken during this journey so-called life, are something that making me, the way I am today. Perhaps its a proud sentence since I'm currently a nobody, but I believe what I've been through (ah.. this sounds like I've been through alot) will took an effect in the future, good or bad. (sounds very positive for a pessimistic person like me)...

2009-2010 Countdown, Eito, News, Nakayama Yuma


In the middle of working on a storyboard for the college task... and I'm stuck.. hehehe...

Just reading couple of news. Eito will get three Christmas singles in December.. Yeay for that!! ^^
They will also get their own countdown in Kyosera just like KinKi got last year... Okay, I got mixed felling about this. I'm happy for them of course, but they won't be able to join the rest of the gangs in Dome... T^T

That means there will be no Kamiyama/Honma collab, no Dreamboys gang and the worst one.. NO THE SHIGOTONIN performance... T^T I want the Shigotonin!!!! T^T... Bring the old Countdown baaaaaaack... TT^TT

Okay... Eito has been prolific this year. They got dramas, an album (plus concert), new bangumi (okay, with one out), singles and a DVD with positive review (especially for the dokkiri part ^^). For couple of months I got a hunch that they perhaps will host 2009-2010 countdown. But i was wrong...

As I said before.. This year should been Eito, Arashi and Tokio's years since they've turned 5, 10, and 15 and I want them to do something together. Countdown is my last hope to see them together in collaboration this year, but I guess that will not came true... aaaand there is a possibility that Arashi will not join the countdown since they are invited to join Kōhaku Uta Gassen 2009 with SMAP. Waaah... This year's countdown going to be a lonely one.. Okay, there'll be the new debutants like HSJ! and Nakayama Yuma w/ B.I Shadow not to mention the NYC boys... but I don't really listen to them, so... I don't care.

By the way, I've watched Nakayama nantoka PV a couple of weeks a go.. and in my opinion, it was the saddest PV ever... There was no point adding the name w/ B.I shadow in the group since the rest of the boys don't do anything in particular and the exposure is aaaall abut Yuma.. I have to admit that the song is quite catchy and sounds a bit Arashi-ish (and their single cover remind me of Arashi's Step and Go), but the PV... sad....

Okay, back to the countdown... Perhaps I'm not the one who deserve to complain since my favorite units are in their peak this year. I really do feel sorry for all News' fans out there, assuming that the Back Boss Nishikido Ryo will be with their Osakan counterpart that will left News with only five members. Moreover, Yamashita will get his own exposure with his new solo single and concert. Not to mention Tegomassu album.... Leaving KoyaShige duo under-exposure...

I love News, tho not as much as Eito, Arashi and Tokio, but the group seems to be falling apart recently... I know they're not familiar with each other to begin with... It has been their three years (six years from their first debut), the bond should've been there right? No... the group seems to be split into several subs groups... Ryopi, Tegomassu and Koyashige. And lately there's less and less Ryopi... I only skimming through Diamond con, but a friend of mine states that there's not much of Ryopi interaction during the con unlike their previous ones. That makes me wonder... Is something happen?

News (at last) got their own variety called Soukon haven't watch them, but curious tho... *claps* perhaps its a way to strengthen their bond... buuut only consist of Koyashige and Tegomassu... Where are the two boss? I can forgive Ryo since he's busy with the Eito stuff and all, but Pi? Is he being too high and mighty to join? *smirks* okay, I probably bias on this, don't hate me... Isn't he the Leader? he's the one who should tighten the group. So far, in my opinion, Koyama is the one nurturing the group. Koyamama even could help Shige being 'someone' since of course we all know that Shige is too plain for his own good...